Apparently another break up..

hay!..why this is happening to me again..

This time the relationship ended for only 7 months..

well i guess this is really life and how things should go for me. I have to go over the 5 stages of grief again..grrrr!!..

So you know what I'm going to do guys..I decided and chose not to believe in love and mariage now..Because I think "LOVE IS JUST SOMETHING WE USE TO GET LAID". sorry for that word. but i think that's true. I give up with this lovelife. I PROMISE MY SELF NOT TO GET MARRIED AS LONG AS I LIVE" and that's a fucking promise..alright guys, this is it, i got some drinking sessions and some crying to fucking do. I know its bullshit but it's just i feel like im in fucking HELL.

chow..:-)

Fall For You

Secondhand Serenade
Fall For You lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Baby EJ

Well, his name is Elijah Jasper Canoy, My nephew. He is now currently 7 months old and hes now in his stage of being cutie and noisy. He pepies on me most of the time especially if he's not wearing his diapers. But this baby means everything to us, especially to me, because I'm giving him my attention and in him i express my depression from the relationship that caused me a lot of pain. hehe..amards kaayo ko noh!!!..anyways thats it for now guys, Ill just post some updates about him in the future okey..T.C all.muah!!

alex:-)

Moving On and Saying Goodbye to Yesterday

Well Guys, Everything has an end right!. I know this pain that I'm having right now has a good purpose. Because she's simply not the one for me!.hehe!. Well life must go on!. I know i'll make it because i have my family and my 7 month old nephew. And after all ,I thank God that I met someone like her, and it never came to my mind that I regret the times that we've been together. So, this is a lesson for us guys, everything has an end, so don't give your everything in a relationship, or don't invest yourself into something that your just gonna waste your TIME, MONEY AND EFFORT. okey!!.

Well, take care everyone..and have a great day!!..mauh!!!

aLeX:-)

The Jollibee Effect

Filipino's do love Jollibee. Jollibee for me is not just for kids but also for all ages. Because when your in Jollibee you only talk about happy moments and that 's what make you happy and laugh.

Do u ever had that feeling when every thing is just so endless and happy whenever your with the girl that you love. In deed I am really in love. She's my perfect definition of love.
In her I found

• Peace of mind
  
• Contentment
• Perfect definition of Love
• Pure Acceptance
  
• And most of all she,she's there to make me happy
  

Because guys for me love defines the true meaning of a relationship :
"Is not based on how many secrets u shared, how you get along with each other, isn't how people see you with each other

But...
It should appreciate your differences, the gaps, the hindrances, the trials and still..how that someone looks at you straight from the heart..

without hatred....
without judgment...
without envy...
without prejudice..

but with only pure acceptance and respect "

For me that was the true meaning of being in love and relationship and not just saying the word i Love you...

The Christian Movie of all time

hi there!!!

its alex right here..now i jst wanna share a movie that really blessed me a lot..hehe...
its about a high school football team..in the past they always loose in their games then when they started to trust God they started to win. and became the State Champions..pls try to watch this movie..its really good...

Alex