Apparently another break up..

hay!..why this is happening to me again..

This time the relationship ended for only 7 months..

well i guess this is really life and how things should go for me. I have to go over the 5 stages of grief again..grrrr!!..

So you know what I'm going to do guys..I decided and chose not to believe in love and mariage now..Because I think "LOVE IS JUST SOMETHING WE USE TO GET LAID". sorry for that word. but i think that's true. I give up with this lovelife. I PROMISE MY SELF NOT TO GET MARRIED AS LONG AS I LIVE" and that's a fucking promise..alright guys, this is it, i got some drinking sessions and some crying to fucking do. I know its bullshit but it's just i feel like im in fucking HELL.

chow..:-)